i know its been thirteen years since i met you but i dont know how i cld live without you. youre the only thing that i could ever unconditionally love. youre the personification of whatever love, joy, & happiness i have in my life.
pls get better, Cookie.
i miss your energy & i miss waking up with you on the side of the couch since you cant jump that high.
at least stay long enough for you to see me graduate ucsd. i want you to be with me when i get my degree and start my future and for you to know that out of all the all-nighters, my medical shit, family problems, & life struggles, you were the only thing that brought me back to near-sanity.
you were always waiting whenever mom & i came home. but at least wait a little longer, please.
i don’t know what id do.. youve been sick on & off since fall quarter 2012 & im jus hopin that this is jus temporary. i know you got more strength in you.
i wouldnt know what to do if i never got to repay you for all the happiness youve given me since my eleventh birthday.
ill never forgive myself.